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Scraped Knee
04:09
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Tomorrow will be better than today was
I think that I have hard time believing you
I think that I have a hard time believing myself
But I’ll try again
I’ll try again
When I’m gone will you think of me like I think of you
When I’m gone will you think of me like I think of you
I still think of you I do
I do, I do
When I go I’m gone for good
I can hold a grudge like nobody ever should
You’re my scraped knee
When I’m gone will you think of me like I think of you
When I’m gone will you think of me like I think of you
I still think of you I do
I do, I do
When I’m gone will you think of me like I think of you
When I’m gone will you think of me like I think of you
I still think of you I do
I do, I do
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Big Love
04:54
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The snow falls softly down and you look full of calm
There’s more here, frozen earth
Spring feels far away, you wait patiently
Growth is a quiet thing, that inches slowly
Don’t be afraid of
Falling behind seasons turn
Slipping away
You have such deep roots
I know you feel so small here
You wanna be bigger
You wanna be bigger than this
You wanna be stronger and better
More than your mind
You’ve got so far to go
And I’m so proud of you
Further fallin than I knew I would
Further fallin than I knew I could
You are so good here
I know you feel so small here
You wanna be bigger
You wanna be bigger than this
You wanna be stronger and better
More than your mind
You are more than your mind
You got that big big heart
Big big love
You got that big big heart
Big big love
You are more than your mind
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Retreat
02:45
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Tired of hurting
Tired of grief
I went looking for relief
Something like love
Something like truth
I went looking for you
Went looking for you
I’ll rent a saltbox on a beach
Nothin’ but me and sea
I’ll look for you in all the wrong places
Like I always do
I’ll get nowhere, get there fast
Looking back I know it won’t last
Looking for you, should’ve been lookin’ for me
Take time for me, make routines and projects
But I’ll realize the fears in here
Storm doors knockin’ on a windy night
I’ll be scared of the mirror scared of myself scared of you
I’ll make shadows of death for self-portraits
I’ll be a party dress in seaweed
I’m a eulogy for you
Show my love through a camera and this knot in my gut
Didn’t know didn’t know didn’t know
What was hiding here
Hiding here
Hiding hiding hiding
This insidious hist
Hiding hiding hiding
This insidious shit
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Twin Flame
03:18
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I was a deer in the headlights
You came swerving around the corner
I couldn’t see for days
Getting my bearings after years in the darkness
Clarity feels like a haze
See my most invisible places
I was moving so fast
Late one night on a lonely highway
Waiting for the sun
Taking a moment as years pass by me
Feels like it’s begun
See my most invisible places
See my most invisible places
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Trust
02:46
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Home was all I
Home was all I ever wanted
Now that I have it
I still feel alone, still feel alone
Hearts can’t be houses, I
Built you up like brick and mortar
Just to tear these walls down
I still feel alone, still feel alone
How can I untangle a life of us?
Am I claustrophobic or just afraid to trust?
Self sabotage
I’m so predictable
Close isn’t control
And space isn’t distance
Perspectives all gone
Boundaries between right and wrong
Blur in the between
Then and there, here and now
How can I untangle a life of us?
Am I claustrophobic or just afraid to trust?
Of trust
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Broken Window
03:52
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Running down the halls
Bouncing off the walls
I OD’d on your floor
Always wanting more
Smoking on the roof
Love needed no proof
We found nowhere to go
And we don’t talk now
We don’t talk now but
I remember sneaking in your mom’s house
A broken window lit by the moon
I remember sneaking in your mom’s house
On a rainy night in September
All I ever wanted was you
Laughing till we choke
Listening to the strokes
Rage that made no sound
A quiet ache always around
Skating empty lots till
Sunrise on the docks
We found nowhere to go
And we don’t talk now
We don’t talk now but
I remember sneaking in your mom’s house
A broken window lit by the moon
I remember sneaking in your mom’s house
On a rainy night in September
All I ever wanted was you
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Party
02:19
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Friends come and go
They walk right by
I find a piece of you in my mind
Do you love me now and
Do you see us back then
Do you love me now and
Do you see us back then
At the party on our time
At the party in our minds
At the party on our time
At the party in our minds
The room is full
But all I see
Is you in blue jeans staring back at me
Do you love me now and
Do you see us back then
Do you love me now and
Do you see us back then
At the party on our time
At the party in our minds
At the party on our time
At the party in our minds
We don’t need nobody nobody nobody
We don’t need nobody nobody nobody
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Body
02:51
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Somewhere between this body and my mind
Lies more than me
Lost time, memories
All that came before me
I hope that you’ll haunt me on this ghost of an island
I hope you’ll still want me when this little life’s behind us
I’m more than blood and bone
I’m more than one, all alone
Lost time, memories
All that came before me
I hope that you
I hope that you
I hope that you
I hope that you’ll haunt me on this ghost of an island
I hope you’ll still want me when this little life’s behind us
I hope that you’ll haunt me on this ghost of an island
I hope you’ll still want me when this little life’s behind us
I hope that you’ll haunt me on this ghost of an island
I hope you’ll still want me when this little life’s behind us
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Order
02:53
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Go easy on me
I’m trying there’s more to see
I’m trying there’s more to me
Cut off from the world
Anger and sadness unfurl
I spin farther out from a cure
I get less and less sure
There’s a world order
Push lovers away
Then beg and beg them to stay
Still waiting for them to betray
Guilty for my pain
Blurs with an endless shame
All fingers probing for blame
I get less and less sure less and less sure
There’s a world order
That I’m a good person
That I’m a whole person
That I’m a real person
I’m real
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Alexander
04:01
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Pretty girls, restaurants, coffee beans
You, you, you
Smudged aprons, tiny fingernails
Long laughs, cigarettes
No more fun till the work is done
You, you, you
Spanish memories, are you still hungry?
I’m proud of you, are you proud of you?
Tired eyes, tender heart with a thick skin
Big city boy with the last laugh
Last laugh, last laugh along with them
Think more, think less, think nothing
Think more, think less, think nothing anymore
Is there love?
Is there money?
Is there food?
Is she honey?
Your still, your still, your still and its all new
All new all new all new to me to me to me but
You, you all you ever wanted
Do you, do you still dream beyond ambition?
You, you don’t need to hide
You, you alexander
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Wax
02:45
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Coming back from this bombshell
I didn’t know you had dropped
I thought we were all over that
I didn’t know it came back up
But you never tell me anything anymore
No you never tell me anything anymore
But I wanna know, I do
I wanna know, I do
Never said that I love you just
to hear you say it back
I don’t think care is abstract
I just think there’s a lack
But you never tell me anything anymore
No you never tell me anything anymore
But I wanna know, I do
I wanna know, I do
Shining big, shining bright my Light
Won’t take away from yours there’s
No measuring shadows I just
Need to feel heard
But you never tell me anything anymore
No you never tell me anything anymore
But I wanna know, I do
I wanna know, I do
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12. |
Beam Me Up
03:06
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I could stay up all night talking to you about aliens
I think I was abducted once or twice
I can’t remember much and time feels like a dream
You said you’ve been 25 for years I think I lost count
If you beam me up I’ll go
The truth is out there I know
I don’t wanna stay I’ve got nothing left to show
A collection of old tshirts, a broken telescope
You said thirty would be my year but I don’t really know
I’ve become a stranger to myself
If you beam me up I’ll go
Far away from you
Far away from me
Far away from you
Far away from me
Beam me up I’ll go
The truth is out there I know
Beam me up I’ll go
The truth is out there I know
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